Boysville

I went to jail a few years ago.
I was a bad kid. Getting kicked out of school, stealing.
etc...

So I had been placed in a juvenile treatment facility known as Boysville.
While it was no prison, it was certainly hell.

The programs offered varied by what type of crime or foster care you needed.
Each program had it's own ETA of when you could complete it. But on average you would spend about a year there.

Some people spent around 3 years in that place.

The programs have 5 levels of treatment.

Level 1

Level 2 - Responsibility

Level 3 - Practice

Level 4 - Leadership

Level 5 - Transition

To progress through each level you must demonstrate each of the 4 core values.

Help
Trust
Respect
Responsibility

It all sounds simple.
Something that you could learn and do within just a few months.

well get this.

You're placed into a group of about 15 people. With those people you must live, eat, shower with, go to school with, and learn about.
You're expected to know a lot about those people before you go.
If one person decides to hold up the group in any way, the whole group must deal with the problem. Sometimes even until 4am.

The group's daily routine consisted of waking at 6am sharp, get dressed, eat breakfast, and be in the school's hallway by 7am.
after school there is usually a group meeting in a classroom from 3pm to 4:30pm where the real "treatment" happens.
After group meeting, the group would usually go to the dorm area and prepare for dinner at around 6pm.

After dinner between 6:30 and 8pm is when the group has time to do chores, have recreational time, and work on treatment papers.

after 8pm was usually showers. Showers were 6 minutes long. 5 minutes to shower, 1 minute to dry and dress.

Weekends were different. There was no school on the weekends. In my group, Saturdays were spent doing a chore called "Major Dorm". Major Dorm was when on top of our regular chores, we cleaned thoroughly. in fact my group was known for having the cleanest dorm during the annual White glove contest.

After Major Dorm, the day was ours. Basketball, billiards, swimming, TV/cards, anything to pass the time.

Sundays were similar.

in the morning, Sundays contained continental breakfasts. it wasn't anything special but it was better than what we usually got which was soggy toast, milk, and an apple.

Sunday breakfast had the delicious muffins, cereal, sometimes chocolate milk, coffee, donuts, and fresh fruit.

In fact that was usually the best food we had. Almost every dinner was served with a more than generous helping of poorly processed mashed potatoes.

It was very repetitive.

Each group had a major chore.
every few months we would be given a different major chore which is to basically clean one building on campus. There was Dining hall clean, Rec hall clean, school clean and more.

our group was horrible at it. What made it even worse was that it always took our group several hours to get the dining hall clean.

There was no outside connection. We werent allowed to listen to any FM stations, watch any regular TV and could only make a 5 minute phone call per week.
We would only sometimes get a newspaper to read.
in fact, I didnt know there was a black person running for president when i finally left that place.

It was hell. You're there so long without any clue as to whats going on in the world, its terrifying to think of the people who took my place there.

Im gonna slide away from my personal experience here.

The staff basically give away level 2 in that place.
All you have to do is live there a week and learn the basic outline of the program.

Level 2 to level 3 is fairly easy as well, as the requirements are slim.

Level 3 and up are the most controversial.

On level 3 you are automatically entered into a job orientation program.

From there you are set out to work in the dining hall cooking, cleaning, and serving as an OT worker. after a few weeks, you can fill out an application and work there as a regular worker. You're not fully supervised which is why your group and staff have to believe that you want to make level 4 before you can take a job.

The Dining hall job pays $2.50/hr
There are other jobs on campus who pay $2.75
and up to $5.00/hr

Sucks right?

Level 4 is probably the hardest. because you have to become a true leader, a real person to look up to.

It took me 14 months and 29 days to be released from that place.

Part two of this will include more on restraints, Process circles, and more. ( If I ever choose to write it, dont hold your breath)

Sex. Period.

Everyone views sex differently. Some view it as an express of passionate love, some view it as generalized activity, some view it as disgusting and lewd, some view it as just something to do and some just dont give a damn about it.

I was standing at a bus stop today and it crossed my mind.
I often question life and why we as humans have come so far; why are certain rules in place, and why are some things normalized.
How did these things come about?

In movies (and sometimes in real life), you could witness a guy hitting on a girl or even asking for sex outright and she could be repulsed by the guys audacity to request such a thing. But why? I can understand that asking for sex immediately is rude, but i've seen some overreactions and going to what I said before about how people view sex differently then I guess I just answered my own questions. I guess my real question is Why do people see the same thing differently? scientifically; sex is sex. but religiously; sex is a sin unless its heterosexual, married, and to have children. But when looked at socially is when things become hazy and confusing.
I personally see sex in a generalized manner, but I dont believe you should be promiscuous just because you can, doesnt matter if you are a man or a woman.

Another question - why does it hurt people to see their loved ones having sex with someone else?

How do you view sex?

-Chckycrk

Oh Kat stacks (video)

Kat stacks.
That name brings up lots of drama, exposure, comedy, and going ham-ness in most peoples minds.
Most men would say she is gorgeous (including me) have you seen that body?

Well the bitch is naked now.
Finally. I know im a little late on this but just watch this video.

Paranormal Activity 2

I recently saw the movie.

Much better than the first.

Helps you understand the first.

Loved it.

Will be buying that.

thank you.


p.s. heres a preview of the movie.

The first mess of a clean house

There was the first mess of a clean house.
Seemingly, No one was going to clean it back because everyone had their own agenda.
The clean (now dirty) house contained a family of 4; The Peters'. Two parents, Margaret and William, Two kids, Brian and Jenna, and a dog, Duke, The children's parents hardly payed any attention to the dog.

If you can picture a typical "American family" then you can already paint the image of this family.

The reason that this house was so messy was because both the parents hadn't been paying much attention at all to what was going on due to their own problems such as work and bills and avoiding imminent foreclosure on their home since Margaret had recently lost her job as an Antivirus support specialist.

William had been cheating on Margaret since their last major argument six months ago which included Margaret tossing William out of the home and since then he had gotten his mistress pregnant and was constantly thinking of how he could confess to Margaret and the kids.

Brian's older sister Jenna had noticed the messy house and had even, at one point, uttered "how did our home get this way, what the hell?" but that had been the last thing she said about it since her boyfriend, Buck, was the only thing truly on her mind.

Margaret had been so depressed that she turned to liquor and beer. She had figured that since she had the money (temporarily) that she would drink her problems away but on the inside she knew it wouldn't and it scared her.

Brian seemed to be the only carefree and "normal" family member although everyday at school his peers would pick on him about the way his body looked or the type of music he would listen to. Although he and his 17 year old sister listened to similar music, he noticed that no one ever made fun of her. Brian thought that maybe it was just because he was a freshman but whenever he was alone he would smoke weed and cut himself and wear dark clothing.

PART 2

It was Christmas day...

Modern warfare 2

So I've been playing the shit outta this game for the last couple months and its been the best couple months of my life. (lame right?) well anyway i wanted to share a super high score on TDM on Derail. i was 2nd highest score.

worst ever

It seems as if the people who go to church faithfully are the ones with the most sin at hand... I know people who consider themselves to be "religious" but are always involved in drinking, drugs, sex and violence. I consider myself to be straightedge or sXe. Its basically exercising all the principles of christianity... but theres one difference... I dont regularly attend church but i hold to those principles on my own. I think about it everyday: what can i and what cant i do. there are proven consequences to breaking those principles. drinking - getting drun and possibly killing someone, hangovers, blackouts... sex - aids, unwanted children, rape... violence - war, robberies, death... drugs - mental problems, addiction, even more violence....

So i wonder why i sub-consciously think less of people (who i have feelings for) when they tell me that theyve had sex or drank alcohol at a party... mainly women of course. its a sub conscious thing. I personally dont care but i guess thats just me. Ive tried love and it failed miserably. I guess thats why people tell me that love is useless and those same people have one night stands and dont even think of a relationship. Is it all because of how a lot of women act? maybe those same women that attend church regularly that just want to be different. who knows... Is it just because im young and i still have a lot to learn? can anyone tell me because im at a loss. ive thought of it logically and ive tried looking from different perspectives...
anyways ill be updating here more often. sorry for the long wait. let me know what you think.
chckycrk

How to Dance

my newest video

tuesday

So ive encountered a software that lets you make music and knowing me... i did it.
i have a video with the song i made today and it really kewl.
the youtube audio messed it up to where it skips small pieces in the song but its ok.
I own this song, the likeness of it, and all rights regarding. If you want to use it you can (like thats gonna happen) heres the video.


chckycrk.

Liz

So I know its been a while not posting here and im sorry to the -4 people that have actually read this blog (just kidding i know you're out there... somewhere) but I just had to tell you something. LIZ MIELE IS ABSOLUTELY THE FUNNIEST FEMALE COMEDIAN IVE EVER SEEN. No im not "ass-kissing" im just telling you guys the truth about how i feel. Personally i think that if you watched her for a few minutes you would enjoy her as much as i do. which is why you can find the video i made about her at the bottom of this post AND at the bottom of my page... well anyway its 5:30 a.m. and i need to get some rest.
chckycrk...

Iran Murder N Dead Babies

stories are crazy today.

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Merry Christmas

hey readers. this is my newest vid. great quality. watch it b4 its taken down.
MERRY XMAS!
chckycrk

Steps Are For People Who Can Walk...

So last night i was walking through the downtown Ypsilanti, Michigan area and i saw a sign...




And the first thing i wondered was "Who the hell in their right minds would even say something like that, Have time to put that up there, and actually believe that the U.N. is bad?" the U.N. hasn't done anything wrong... have they? I don't think so. i just sometimes think of how stupid people can be...

So i just shot a video review for the Sandisk Sansa Fuze on Youtube for LTA. I hope they put me on the show. Should be up tonight. well thats all for today.
chckycrk...

Where did I go

havent had much time to work on my blog. Been at work a lot. So to make up for my absence i will be doing new blog posts on Friday, Saturday, And Sunday.
chckycrk

Guess what

So this blogging thing is easier than i thought it was. The hard part is finding people to read your stuff. Ugh. Anyway I just got a job with one of the best companies in the world. Im gonna be doing a project for them at University Of Michigan and its definitely gonna be a hella great experience. Its my first job. Anywhoozle ill be back soon. Holleroni.
chckycrk.

Do you Love me?

So since my last post my ex and i have.... "made up". Meaning we dont hate each other anymore... So my youtube account is looking pretty good now. I could use some more subscribers though. So i was on Facebook earlier this week and i ran into a girl that i used to like in the 9th grade. (she hates me still) and it brought back memories of how much of a flirt i was when i was only 14 years old. lol it kinda funny. Now i realize just how far ive come in life and i appreciate that i can have a girl as loyal as the 1 i have now. Im very lucky to have her. We literally tell each other that we love each other every 4 minutes. Damn. but anyway since no one is reading this ill end my logging for today. Love you baby.
chckycrk

How Personal

So this month has been quite a "doozy" if i may. My ex and I have been arguing, being lied to, and everything else in the book. Sometimes she is a bitch. My new gf is wonderful and caring. Much more than my other 1 was. Anyway to the 1 person who has actually read my blog, whats on your mind? How are things going for you? anyway click the title of this post to see my youtube vids. New uploads this week. chckycrk

so...

I am kinda bored. dont have anything to write. so ill just ask you guys for suggestions...

I like crack! just a little